first impression, right on the ball + aunt rant

Joan Varitek to me
show details 5:51 PM (26 minutes ago)

You are meeting ppl and school teachers and going to exhibits??? You had a portfolio interview yesterday?????

Detaaaails~ XD I want to know how everything is XD are you taking new photographs??

*hugs*
Joan

**heart**
@_@

yesh.. bureaucracy way. i know a guy who knows Professor who knows the Dean the Academy of Fine Arts. >_<

Yesterday didn't go well.......... I'm a stress ball now. I didn't make the bus i needed to make in order to make it on time. I didn't make it one time for the meeting, i called the Dean's office and let him know. I don't think he got the message. I misunderstood the Professor because I didn't know he was supposed to be at the meeting as well, so I didn't call him to let him know what was going on.
I suck.

HOWever, while I was there yesterday, I arranged for a meeting tomorrow @ 12. I called the Professor and apologized, begged for his forgiveness, and when he asked if I'd like him to be there tomorrow, I said "Yes, I would very much like that very much, thank you very much." uugh.. I suck at this make a whole new you phase.

T_T High heels, ... when in a hurry to make an appointment, across cobble stoned sidewalks = no no. But I aint' got no dainty, pedicure spoiled feetsies, so only minor abrasions remain. I will survive.. with small band aids.

TOMORROW I will make it ON TIME damnitall.

Things aint' so cut and dry this side of the Prime Meridian. X6

Aunt Rant::
I've got these nagging thoughts in my head right now.. My Aunt Lily (dad's side) is DEFINITELY the older sister of my father. In her house, I'm a 10 year old anorexic with a grand case of Broadway Syndrome (always willin' to put on a show, in my case, at my own expense). Don't get treated seriously and constantly reminded of how 'little' I know, how 'un-cultured' and 'un-refined', ""But she's pretty, oh so Pretty, and she Loves me and just wants the best for me"" lal alalalala~~ I am............. uugh..fork in me. **bing** There's a headache at least a few times a week. I've actually come to butt heads with the woman over the most retarded subjects (as I did on a mostly daily basis with the ol'man). For a woman the religiously preaches against hysterical episodes, she sure gets worked up rather quick.. and all I have to do is scrunch my face. **bangs head against wall**

Moving out is a necessity.
If I have to take out a loan to get a place, so be it.
School first, Independence...... when I get the loan. lol

Try #2.
My luck lasts up to three attempts.